Wednesday, July 4, 2012

I encountered and physically felt Gods presence for the first time today. He is so faithful to answer my prayers when he sees your sincere heart. Ive gotten these amazing visions and words for people that i know comes from God because i try to track back where i got that thought and I have no idea where is comes. (God spoken) BUT today i sincerely ask God " i want to feel you. I actually want to feel and encounter your presence today. I think I'm ready". He is so faithful. For the first time I actually felt his strong, loving, caring arms pick me up. The feeling and presence I was in was ridiculous and so hard to explain in words but I'll do my best! Okay here we go! Lol

It was the ending of our class and we had a time to seek His presence and I asked Him to encounter me. Everything around me got immediately blacked out, the music became so light where I barley heard it, and my fingers became to tingle. This is the point where you might become doubtful of my words but it wasSO REAL. God is SO REAL and just wants you to seek him with nothing. I mean NOTHING holding you back from the most perfect relationship. Anyways my fingers was tingling and my arms raised up to a 90 degree angle and was totally NOT me. I felt so peaceful and secure at that moment. He came from behind. God was holding me from behind. My body and mind became numb and so at peace. I visioned out to a rock cliff. I was in a crack of the rocks but my shoulders/arms where in both sides of the rock while my body was dangling between the cliff. Now looking back at it, I should of been a little scary, but at that moment I couldn't be in a more happy/perfect/secure place. I was just enjoying the view of the world being held up by someone so powerful, so strong, and loves me so much. I was held up by something that will never let me go, that will never leave me. At the moment I never ever wanted to leave. He whispered in my ears, " nate, the world is yours, it's your inheritance. Go get it in my name. I am your equiper. Just go for it with willingness and hunger for this relationship with me and I'll take care of the rest. I know the desires of your heart. Wow sounds like a pretty solid deal to me:) It was an amazing experience that I wanted to never end...
When I'm writing He whispered to me( I like to hear his voice especially in a whisper if you haven't noticed yet. That just our relationship) anyways he whispered to me, " Nate it doesnt have to end... It never has to end. You are mine for eternity. Just seek... Look for me.. In EVERYTHING during your day.. I don't leave, you just need to look.

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